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So Be It
I'm pretty sure I should be writing about him. And how much I hate her.
But I digress.
I didn't shed a darn tear.
All those years of our so-called friendship, and not a single damn was given.
He pissed all over my feelings.
In spite of everything I told him.
I trusted him, yes.
He was my highest priority in life.
And now this?
The warnings, the words.
What more do I need to say to get you to listen, hm?
I'm out.
Go screw her if you want.
We're done.
To Play Hide and Seek with Jealousy
I'm just deluding myself more and more, aren't I?
Maybe I should just end this myself once and for all.
This, whatever it is, has no future anyway.
As happy as this makes me feel, this is such an obvious illusion.
It's everything I don't need happiness to be.
Conditional.
Unconsistent.
Lonely.
His family doesn't like me.
He has that other freaking girl.
He has an exam.
He can't join Elcott's.
Or whatever's going to be next.
It's just excuse after excuse after excuse.
I personally feel used.
In the words of Tom from 500 Days of Summer:
"We don't have to put a label on it, I just need to know you're not going to wake up in the m
The Art of Wishing You Were Wishing I Was There
I wish you would fall for me the same way I fell for you.
Now it's really going to hurt when I hit the ground...
Why am I so emotionally destructive to everyone around me?
Hit Me With Your Best Shot
Hey God?
Give me the strength to move on from the guy who loves me and the guy I like because I know they're both not right for me.
I can't treat the one who loves me properly.
And the one I want will never leave his girlfriend for me.
Maybe i'm meant for something more?
After all, I did meet both of them, didn't I?
Who's to say I won't meet someone better?
Or maybe i'll fall for someone harder?
Life. Do what you want with me.
I'm ready.
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